''Never gives up, often changes itself'' ........

In (on November 29, 2009, 3:00 pm very about), drives at that time in him my family downstairs, telephones to be called me to get down, I fall to go to my me to dare, therefore, I looked around my family downstairs entrance, but I cannot see him, I telephone to give him, asked that he in there, he said in station there, therefore I walk, saw that a white very attractive private car, I stand in front of this vehicle, I have hung the line, I also remembered that I in that time, put lower the head looked into Che Rumian, after seeing him,I a little am at that time happy, his appearance did not miscalculate.

However, also had at that time in him puts lowers the head, looks at me, he looked at my several, afterward I thought after he sees me, will get out, also or will drive the gate to be called me to board, but my left hand will be taking the telephone, I will stand in ground soon, will start to think a little the question, I will stand again a while, will start impatiently, I have given him on send sms, but he has not replied me, afterward I hit for him, he am radically saw I took up the telephone to hit for him, his telephone have made a sound likely a sound, although I did not hear his telephone to have the sound, but I feltHas. Because our distance is very near, will therefore receive the telephone certainly to receive quickly, I will telephone to give him, after he will not listen, I also send sms to him asked him, what matter will have, but he has not responded me, at that time, I did not know how will be good, I will think am very no use, will be very sad, after seeing he has not managed me, I on line to station behind dozen for friend of mine, but, in this time, their telephone will not be able to put through, I thought unceasingly, will be being unceasingly sad, very wants to cry, I will not have the friend may look again, I think him,Looked that he has not gotten out, the telephone, sms has not replied me, I thought that he starts to drive, probably wants to drive appearance, my line after the small place, afterward, I looked at one, he walked when my spear looked that his vehicle walks unceasingly walks unceasingly, heart ......

Probably gives the people to abandon is the same, gave up to the people, is very painful, very wants to cry, but, my heart does not stop is called me not to like this, may not cry. Because I have melted a black zhuang, as soon as if I will cry to fall, will melt, zhuang will not have, therefore, for zhuang, I will bear does not cry, then, I saw his Che Zou, has sat in the station, at that time, my brain entered the surface section not to reappear a moment ago fragment, the process, will also have his appearance, expression, movement ......

Now remembers, thinks is afraid very much, so long as sees the white vehicle on the street, when then falls the proficient downstairs sees the station, will remember time spear's matter, an incident thing, makes me have the profound recollection. Will not forget.

Because I and his acquaintance may say is one kind of fate, like this gives me to realize him, these named fate, possibly these are the experience which the life experiences needs/to pass through go the same way, present's I, had already seen through many, possibly is and my age related ~! The people said that “the human will grow up slowly along with the age”.

Therefore, I must start the academic society to understand accept, accepts successful and the defeat, the academic society is mature, must experience, wants process more matters, the learn lesson, undergoes the lesson, only will then grow, will become mature. Therefore, at this time matter, my learn lesson, I again like this will be casual, like this will be stupid, like this will not be mature, must in the attire, the appearance, the hairstyle, speech and so on aspects, the academic society change.




''Never gives up, often changes itself'' ........